The Virtue of Vice

Hey Porch!

Tue, 03 Apr 2007 01:19:37 GMT

Whats your e-mail addy I need to talk to Cardinal Polonia IC.

~Adam

Game Reminder!

Fri, 30 Mar 2007 14:34:37 GMT

Just a reminder that Salem: Trial by Fire Sabbat Game is tonight at CCSU. Dave and Sarah, if your looking to go and want a ride or something just let me know, would be awesome if you guys could make it :-)

That is all

~A

Salem Sabbat Friday

Wed, 14 Mar 2007 15:36:53 GMT

Last game was an amazing turn out and I think one of our best games yet. Its all defiantly moving in the direction that I always wanted Sabbat to be. That being said the next game is this Friday at CCSU. I would love it if all you gamer guys out there posted messages for game Friday and attend yourselves. I like forward to seeing you guys!

~A

P.S. hey Sarah I have something for you if you and Dave come to game Friday.

Sabbat Tonight

Fri, 16 Feb 2007 15:40:00 GMT

Just a reminder the Boston Sabbat Night is tonight at Dave Hoffman's House. Please all who can attend do so. I will be a favor to me and the game if we can get a lo of people to come. I hope to see you guys there!

~A

The Cruxshadows Tonight at Haven

Tue, 13 Feb 2007 16:22:15 GMT

Yeah, you should all go. Or your going to miss one of the best live performances ever!

~A

Hey Matt and Geoff!

Sat, 03 Feb 2007 19:50:45 GMT

I made this.

http://adamsarotri.tripod.com/index.html

Gimme content or whatever you want.

~A

*Edit just added the forums! go register and stuff.

Ninja Looted

Fri, 02 Feb 2007 20:56:55 GMT

1. Open your library (iTunes, Winamp, Media Player, iPod, etc)
2. Put it on shuffle
3. Press play
4. For every question, type the song that's playing
5. When you go to a new question, press the next button
6. No cheating, b'atch!!!

Opening Credits: Puscifer - Rev 22:20 (Rev 4:20 Mix)

Waking Up: Zeromancer - Send me an Angel

First Day At School: The Last Dance - Whisper (IP Mix)

Falling In Love: Tapping the Vein - Trader Boy

Breaking Up: The Cruxshadows - Elissa

Prom: VNV Nation - Homeward

Life's Okay: And One - Panzer Mensch

Mental Breakdown: The Cruxshadows - A Stranger Moment

Driving: The Cruxshadows - Defender (Yes I have a lot of CXS)

Flashback: VNV Nation - Beloved

Getting Back: Icon of Coil - Existence in Progress

Wedding Scene: Apoptygma Berzerk - Until the End of the World

Birth of Child: Iris - Whatever

Final Battle: Combichrist - Get your body beat (I swear to god I didn't just pick this one!)

Death Scene: Orgy - Stitches

Funeral Song: Lunascape - Raven Star

End Credits: Assemblage 23 - Document (Icon of Coil Mix)

Fucking Fed up...

Fri, 02 Feb 2007 18:11:59 GMT

**Edit** I have since heard from Matt on the issue and all is good. However I am letting this entry stand mostly cause of the comments and its still testament that I don't just go to game to power game**

You know when someone whose opinion actually matters to you and pretty much calls me a power gaming asshole who only goes to game to jack dots and argue with sts, makes me seriously wonder why I still do it.

Seriously? Game has been nothing but TT campaigning lately, which isn't bad but gets old. And when I try to fix the problems with game, all I get is "well Adam is just a power gamer." I was seriously looking forward to the next Boston because a bunch of Springfield players are supposta come and make new pcs and I was hoping to talk Dave, Sara, Bysko, and anybody else from the good old days to come back to try to help make it new and different, so perhaps we could have an actual Sabbat Larp with god forbid poilitcs. Thats right the cheese boy wants politics.

Mabye I should just retire Chase so people will stop their stupid bitching...Nahh that would make too many people happy, besides mine as well fill the roll given to me.

Why do I even fucking bother...

~A

P.S. and you want to know why I honestly don't just retire Chase? and this may shock some of you. Its not because I would lose all My Kewl Powerz. It really doesn't matter to me anymore. The truth is I still have fun playing him. Thats right, god forbid I still have fun playing out the stories and interactions with other pcs with a 300+ point pc whose almost 5 years old ;-)Sorry but I though that was the point to playing the game.

CXS

Thu, 01 Feb 2007 16:43:35 GMT

For those of you who don't know the Cruxshadows are playing Haven in Northampton Mass on Feb 13th . So take the next day off or start your vacation. Cause this will be one show you will not want to miss.

Hope to see you all there!

~A

Enough Fucking Demon shit!

Sun, 28 Jan 2007 19:41:07 GMT

Seriously, why is every fucking game in the northeast have demon plot and pretty much only demon plot? Hell the entire Northeast Event plot is fucking demon related. I am so fucking sick of infernal plots. I swear there are other types of plot out there besides demon. The only demon plot I'm cool is an actual Infernal Sabbat plot, cause they are a main enemy of the sect. So I'm ok with that every once and a while. But seriously enough already. Its not original, its old, and its fucking over done. Please move on to something original and more involving.

Thank you,

Adam

P.S. I also hate when STs just make shit up for demons. There are rules people. I assure you, you can base them on printed material such as Incarna Level Spirits and what not. When I STed, no matter what the creature was, even if i made it up, it was still based on a realistic system. Demons who bid 50 traits across the board,, have retarded celerity and can do five agg a hit are bullshit unrealistic creatures based on no actual system and are therefore cheated npcs on the part of the STs. base your shit off a an actual book, not some shit you make up. If the pcs roll it, then ohh well good for them.

Fuck I hate Demon!

Boston Friday

Thu, 18 Jan 2007 20:44:44 GMT

The Boston Sabbat Game friday had to change sites due to CCSU not being open. Instead it will be held at Dave Hoffman's house. For info just ask.

~A

Super Villian

Thu, 04 Jan 2007 17:30:38 GMT

Your results:
You are Apocalypse

Apocalypse		70%
Dr. Doom		70%
Magneto		67%
Lex Luthor		60%
Juggernaut		58%
Dark Phoenix		56%
Mr. Freeze		54%
Mystique		54%
Venom		50%
Catwoman		47%
The Joker		45%
Poison Ivy		41%
Kingpin		36%
Green Goblin		34%
Two-Face		26%
Riddler		22%

You believe in survival of the fittest and you believe that you are the fittest.

Click here to take the Super Villain Personality Test

OWBN Sabat Part 2

Wed, 13 Dec 2006 14:58:51 GMT

So after a long series of comments I have come to one conclusion. There seems to be enough people who enjoy Sabbt but not OWBN Sabbat to warrant a discussion on ways to fix this problem. What I propose is this. What if we could get everyone together, those that play OWBN sabbat and those who don't for various reasons but like to help fix things, find a time to have a sort of "player esc meeting" of sorts for Boston, to see what people want, what issues they have,how much my PC is a piece of shit and you hate me for play sabbat :-), or whatever. Do we think this would be at all possbile or are you all OWBN Sabbat Haters to disgusted with the idea of it to even try?

If I'm just out of my mind for even trying, just say so. But I got to atleast have some hope that things could be worked out for the better. Some hope even false hope is better than none :-)

~Spooky

OWBN Sabbat

Mon, 11 Dec 2006 21:36:03 GMT

*Note this entry is about game and therefore will probably only make sense to those that play. Also this entry is my opnion and take on current events, if you don't like it then click the X*

So I've been thinking alot lately about vampire. More specifically about Sabbat. I hear alot of people say "I'm not interested in OWBN Sabbat" and you know what I can understand both sides of the argument. Does OWBN Sabbat pretty much suckass right now compared to the potiental it could have? It unfortuntaly does. This isn't meant to bash eith Boston or Kony. I like Boston alot, its more like a TT game and thats cool but I want more. As for Kony, its cool too but I'm not really from there, So I don't get really involved. I want to see a true hardcore sabbat game. One with lots of players, so their can be the political intrigue between the clans, factions, path followers, packs, etc... Though I'm afriad I won't be seeing that anythime soon. Is it the STs fault? No, they do the best they can with what they have. Is it the player's fault then? I don't think this is the case either, cause all the players I game with want the same thing as I do. So then who is left to blame? Well I blame The people who don't play. Yup thats right. I blame the people who like/love the sabbat Genre but refuse to play OWBN Sabbat becuase of hear say and a bad reputation. Players can change a game. Look at COS the players and the STs changed that game. But it was mostly the players that did it. Players affect how a game is played. But all I hear is OWBN Sabbat is crap. If you don't like it then go to boston, lone, or kony and change it. Its not going to happen on its on. Take this as my Rally cry to come to game and change it!

But in the end I seriously doubt that anyone will care. Sabbat has such a bad rep that only time will change things either for the better or the worse. I just wish I could have my awsome OWBN Sabbat game now. But thats wishful dreaming. Atleast there's some hope I suppose. There is a slim chance that I have found a site to run a Sabbat game. So who knows. One can dream... Remember the good old days geoff? they weren't that long ago :-)

~Spooky

I'm really glad...

Sat, 09 Sep 2006 21:13:44 GMT

That I'm not that much into vmapire anymore, Cause I just absoutly love it when HSTs don't read the bylaws (when every plaer and st in owbn should, atleast once.) or do and don't care and wipe there ass with them by doing things they shouldn't. Not that it matters cause its not like OWBN would ever do anything about it. There worse than Congress.

Still some part of me that used to be all about the game gets pissed when people over step there bounds.

~A

Steele!

Mon, 14 Aug 2006 03:27:31 GMT

We totally need to dress up like this and take pics!

Hehe I'm such a dork I want to take Reno and Rude pics with Steele.

Questions or something...

Fri, 23 Jun 2006 22:48:03 GMT

Questiony Thing
1. How tall are you barefoot?
5’10

2. Have you ever been unfaithful in a relationship?
No.

3. Do you own a gun?
No, but I have swords.

4. If you had a mental disorder, what would it be?
Sociopath, and Paranoia, with a litle bit of Megalgomania

5. How many letters are in your crush's name?
Don't really have a ctush per say

6. What do you think of hot dogs?
awsome snack food, but thats about it.

7. Favorite christmas song?
This is Halloween, from the Nightmare before christmas soundtrack. I despise christmas.

8. What do you prefer to drink in the morning?
water

9. Do you do push-ups?
nope

10. What pisses you off most?
humanity. But this mostly comes from driving. Can't count the number of times I cried for vengeance at a female driver on a cell phone.

11. Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend?
I do. And she's amazing

12. Do you like the rain?
I love it. Wish it would rain all the time.

15. Do you have A.D.D.?
I don't thin....Ohhh like shinny ::runs off::

16. Full initials?
ACS

17. Name 4 thoughts at this exact moment.
1. I hate how everything is all blurry when you first get up
2. sweet king of the hill is on
3. hopefully sara will pierce me tonight
4. I need food...brains!

18. Name the last 3 things you have bought in the past week.
1. Gas
2. more Gas
3. Club entries
4. Cloves

19. Name five drinks you regularly drink.
1. coffee
2. Water
3. sprite
4. various energy drinks
5. jager (when i drink)

20. What time did you wake up today?
6:30 pm

21. Can you spell?
not even remotely

22. Current worry?
money, as always

23. Current hate?
still humanity

24. Favorite place to be?
Haven, and with sin

25. Least favorite place to be?
home

26. Where would you like to go?
Italy, Germany, Englad, and Japan

27. Do you own slippers?
No

28. Where do you think you'll be in 10 yrs?
I don't plan that far ahead. But hopefully owning my own Tattoo parllor and working with a bunch of my friends.

29. Sun burn or tan?
That involves going into the sun. So...ummm...No.

30. Yellow or blue?
If I must pick. Blue

31. Would you be a pirate?
only if its a 1980s philliopino pirate. "Ohhh we got hero here"

32. Last time your phone rang?
I think wensday, from Ian. I hate talking on Phones

33. What songs do you sing in the shower?
I don't.

34. What did you fear was going to get you at night as a child?
Nothing. I grew up on horror movies fucker. I dreamed of Jason and Freddy :-)

35. What's in your pockets right now?
umm don't have any curretnly.

36. Last thing that made you really laugh.
Family Guy last night.

37. Best bed sheets you had as a child?
These awsome jersey type sheets I had.

38. Worst injury you've ever had?
Hmmmmm prolly getting hit with a sword by Ian.

40. How many TVs do you have in your house?
3

41. Who is your loudest friend?
Steve

42. Who is your most silent friend?
Joey

43. Does someone have a crush on you?
I think its more than a crush really.

44. Do you wish on stars?
Nope.

45. What is your favorite book?
Book of the Five RIngs

46. who's voice did you last hear?
my mom's

47.What was the last text message you received?
From Kim last week. I hate text messaging. Your lucky if I respond.

49. What were you doing at 12AM last night?
watching the skeleton key over sin's

50. What was the first thing you thought of when you woke up?
I hope sin pierces me today.

So I got an Idea

Mon, 19 Jun 2006 23:55:58 GMT

*This entry is probably only going to make sense to those of you I game with.*

So I got this idea in my head and I wanted to see if there was any interest before going any further. As some of you may or may not know Adam Bysko (former HST of COS) was planning on running a Sabbat Larp with intents of going into OWBN. We'll I'm an imaptient bastard and thought he was taking to long so I started thinking mabye I should just do it. And what I came up with was what if once a month at Flux (local goth club in New Haven) I where to run a Sabbat Larp? Would anybody be interested in playing it? The only major problem is that Flux is on a Wensday, but it doesn't run to late (12:45) and isn't really that far. Besides it would only be once a month. Plus it would be the only Game in the area plays in both its IC city and IC location. So let me know if you guys this is a good idea and should go forward or just scrap the entire idea.

Much Love,
~A

P.S. for more info on flux go to http://www.flux-gotham.com/

You always hurt the ones you love...

Sun, 18 Jun 2006 14:57:44 GMT

I haven't wirrten anything in quite sometime. Didn't really have anything to say. I suppose it was really just a lack of motivation. Well I finally found some. And all it took was in fact some of the worse pain I felt in my entire life. Not physical pain mind you. That would be to mundane and normal. No, once again I find myself cursed. But I don't ask why anymore. I get it. I really do. Its not the end that matters it is the journey to get there. So once more this angel tried to fly with broken wings only to fall harder than before. Should I just lay here? waiting to die? No, it is not the conviction of one of my mind set to simply give up. For love. Real Love is always worth fighting for. Regardless of the cost.

Last night was one of the hardest most trying nights of my life. And I've come to realize that no matter how many times I try, it always haunts me. I could strangle to death the man that invinted drugs and alcohol with the fury of my heart alone. I hate how it changes people. It causes you to treat the people you love like utter garabage and worthless pieces of crap. But I'm glad I have a strong wit about me. For if I didn't I would have taken it personally. But I know it wasn't you talking. And I know that you really do love and care about me. But I do have to congradulate you on one thing. You managed to hurt me worse than anyone else before you.

And despite this...I still Love you...
I told you, you would be the one to hurt me. Not the other way around. :-)

My wings may be stripped of flight...But that won't keep me from the heaven's forever.

Sara, I love you.
~A

VNV+AFI=The Win

Tue, 13 Jun 2006 13:32:13 GMT

AFI is releasing a singel with a remix of Miss Murder done by VNV Nation. Fucking glorious. I think I just creamed myself, to much awsome in one place. That is all

Much Love,
~A

Quick point of note

Thu, 18 May 2006 13:14:10 GMT

KMFDM is in fact a fucking awsome band. Not that I haven't listened to them before, but Jay from Haven has given me a couple of cds, and each one if absoutly brillant. So too some up, KMFDM is in fact for the win. That is all.

Oh and if you get a chance and haven't listed to it, I highly recommend you all go out and download.....er i mean buy Attak to get the song Save Me, which is in fact in my opnion their best song.

Later

Notwendigkeit

Mon, 01 May 2006 06:39:45 GMT

Ich habe keine eile
Von hier fortzugehen
Ich warte eine weile
Um dir nachzusehen
Lass mich nicht vergessen
Ich kann es nicht verstehen
Vielleicht soll meine reise hier zu ende gehen

For those of you who missed it the first time...

Mon, 10 Apr 2006 06:37:13 GMT

Voltaire!

Wed, 05 Apr 2006 13:28:26 GMT

Hey all you people in LJ land. Voltaire is playing my goth club on April 18th. You all should be there. He was great when I saw him open for The Cruxshadows in Philly. I highly recommend going. And as I'm sure Matt will tell you, Volatire even licks nipples! If you need or want more info...just ask.

later
~Adam

Fitting Lyrics

Sun, 02 Apr 2006 22:44:57 GMT

And if another angel
Says just grin and bear it
I might be forced
To smash it's fucking head
Against a wall
And never sin again
Against myself and trust in anyone
Write me off for suffering
It's a joke
I give up